Well, not really agony, but the alliteration was nice.
As I mentioned in a previous post, I’ve sent my book proposal or a query to a total of ten agents. I got flat-out rejections from two, request for further info from one, then a rejection, and then the fourth one….well, the fourth one.
The fourth one wanted me to estimate my audience. I had already done a market analysis in my proposal, which is what she was reviewing, but she wanted numbers. So I tried to come up with some numbers for my readers, and sent it back to her.
I didn’t hear anything for about three days, then I got an email requesting a proposal that “follow[s] our guidelines more closely than the one I reviewed” on an “exclusive basis.” I thought this was cause for celebration, until I realized she’s still only reviewing it, and not actually offering me representation. What did that mean for my proposals and queries that were still floating around in the ether? I know a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush, but doesn’t it seem a little unprofessional to send an email to an agent and ask them to ignore your proposal? I’d say that would definitely burn a few bridges, even if they weren’t going anywhere, anyway.
So I asked her what she meant, and yes, this is what she wanted — she said she reviewed proposals with simultaneous queries, but not proposals, being shopped — even if they were out before she got it. And then she sort of dismissed me. I guess that’s the end of that.
I totally respect her for doing business her way; the agents and editors definitely hold all the cards in this business. But I was so excited for about a day, that maybe I’d found an agent. I keep telling myself, tough that if two out of ten agents are interested enough to request more information, maybe the right one is still out there. I guess for now I’m heading back to WritersMarket.com and scouring for ten new agents.